What's wrong wit me?

I dun noe wat's wrong with me these days. Everything I did was wrong or destroyed. I made all stupid things.Yesterday, I decorated a melody box. I made it carefully and wanna made it nicely. But I couldn't. I was depressed. Not only dat, there're many other things that I'm not satisfied with. But actually, I must satisfy lah. Coz nth concern with me. But I couldn't. It makes me feel sad. I dun know how to control my mind. Totally out of control. These days, I dun know myself what I wanna b. At night, coz of nightmares, i can't sleep well. No more sweet dreams. I spend most of my time lying on de bed and thinking. I hate dat. I dun wanna b like dat. BUT I can't. I even dun wanna come online. I hate ppl come and chat with me. Dat's not my type. Actually, I love chatting. I wanna talk a lot with my frs. I'm not normal but not crazy. Something strange is happening. I dun know what's it is. I also dun know how to solve it. But really feel uncomfortable.

POEM I Like

I love dat poem. I dun write it. Found it fr fr*.

For TTC student

Here's the de link about TTC.
http://www.ttc-union.org/

Cappuccino

Huuuuu........ only 7 days left to MST. I've to sit for 4 modules. But I still even dun finish 1 module. To b more exactly, I even dun finish 1 chapter from 1 module. How stupid I am!!! So today, I decided to study till midnight. I drank a cup of cappuccino, a bit strong. And now, I feel uncomfortable. I cannot tell how I feel now exactly. But I feel a bit worried. But dun know the things dat I worried. And also I feel a minor pain from my chest. Next time, I better not drink coffee.

RP 1st goal

I saw a video from utube about RP Vs SP. U can go and watch it. Here's the link for dat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZ8_R4BobJY .

I also heard that they will also upload 2nd goal.

my pics>>>>

NP Vs NYP

Today, interpoly, NP play wit NYP. NP win. (7-1). Soooo scary. At first, I'm not dat scary. I thought dat, just bcoz of NYP stupid. But just now, @ gtalk, I saw a status msg of my fr from SMU, which says
" NP soccer team rox! lolzz worth-going & seeing da match =)".
And she came and asked me whether I went there or not. I said no and she told me that to tell the truth, she likes all the players from NP. All can play very well. Not only her, most of de ppl come n say me dat NP play very well. Ooooo.... I'm afriad. I believe dat we will win, but however, I'm still afraid of it. Can't even study. I'm thinking of the ways to support our players as much as we can. We must win NP. We must............. Ohhh, so stressful. SP, try harder. Try ur best.

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