Bye Bye 2006, Happy New Year 2007

For those who want to watch movie

Here's the link for those who loves movie

http://movies.peekvid.com

http://simplisticsmovielinks.blogspot.com

Funny

Ha ha, I like this one. Funny. Think must better find like that boy.

My 18 years old Brithday!!! 23rd, december, 2006

Way............ Today I'm really happy because of my friends........ especially because of 5 monkeys from Clementi. Lol. They made surprise Birthday Cake for me. But the things they made is abit rough. They hide my laptop so that nobody online can say "Happy Birthday" to me earlier than they do. And also tried to hide my phone, but they couldn't so they phone call me continouusly and make my phone busy. The worst is lock me in the room with a little pig ( who is considered strongest among them) as a guard. Their birthday cake is really beautiful and delicious.

"Thanks a lot my monkey friends. ". Then we play with the cream from cake. Really funny. All have to bath again and wash hair. Arr bwar ..... (Birthday Kiss to my frs)

I'm also happy cos of my online friends. Thanks for your Birthday Wish Msgs and Testimonials. I really love that. And also thanks to my friends who phone me for let me hear ur sweet voice with the wish " Happy Birthday". Among my birthdays, i got two happiest birthday. One is my birthday during my 8th standard. I'm not really sure about age. I think 14th Birthday. And 2nd one is today. My 18th Birthday. It's bacause of you all my friends,....................................................................................

" I Love You All A Lot"

" Arr bwar"

(that photo is the birthday cake from my friends)

My life will always be like that? CAN'T I get my old life back?

18 years old but>>> staying alone and facing all the loneliness. Crying a lot behind ppl. Missing family like hell. Have to worry about many things. Always wishing for grandparents to have long life as can't stay beside them and take care. Being fooled by so many liars. Have to bear the consequences of the things I make alone by myself. Solving the problem I face by myself. Have to think for the future. That's my life.

What's the benefit I get from it??? Engineer, get money, have good future, can stay in Singapore. Damn it, s***. I want to shout aloud and wanna ask myself, "Is it worth?". Where are the kisses I always get from my family? Where is the care I always get from my family? Where's my grandpa who always stand for me. Who I've to hug and cry when was beaten by cruel ppl. Surely, that's not what I want. What I want is live happily with my family and being loved by them. Still closely. Some may say that, after my graduation, I can still like that. How about my grandpa? Already 83 yrs old. Cannot walk. Cannot even hold a spoon very well. Who can say for sure that he can live another ten years? And how about the loneliness he's facing now without me?

SPMYANMAR Vs NPMYANMAR

Today, we win NPMYANMAR with 3-1. I couldn't go and support at the match. Coz of the allergy. But b honestly, it's not only for that. It's only about 5% lah. The main thing is that I can't stand if we lose. See, how stupid I am. Always thinking of bad side. But, I'll not let it happen again. I'll go and support it however the condition is. I hope and believe that SP will still be the champion. I put the pic of SP players from TP match.

What's wrong wit me?

I dun noe wat's wrong with me these days. Everything I did was wrong or destroyed. I made all stupid things.Yesterday, I decorated a melody box. I made it carefully and wanna made it nicely. But I couldn't. I was depressed. Not only dat, there're many other things that I'm not satisfied with. But actually, I must satisfy lah. Coz nth concern with me. But I couldn't. It makes me feel sad. I dun know how to control my mind. Totally out of control. These days, I dun know myself what I wanna b. At night, coz of nightmares, i can't sleep well. No more sweet dreams. I spend most of my time lying on de bed and thinking. I hate dat. I dun wanna b like dat. BUT I can't. I even dun wanna come online. I hate ppl come and chat with me. Dat's not my type. Actually, I love chatting. I wanna talk a lot with my frs. I'm not normal but not crazy. Something strange is happening. I dun know what's it is. I also dun know how to solve it. But really feel uncomfortable.

POEM I Like

I love dat poem. I dun write it. Found it fr fr*.

For TTC student

Here's the de link about TTC.
http://www.ttc-union.org/

Cappuccino

Huuuuu........ only 7 days left to MST. I've to sit for 4 modules. But I still even dun finish 1 module. To b more exactly, I even dun finish 1 chapter from 1 module. How stupid I am!!! So today, I decided to study till midnight. I drank a cup of cappuccino, a bit strong. And now, I feel uncomfortable. I cannot tell how I feel now exactly. But I feel a bit worried. But dun know the things dat I worried. And also I feel a minor pain from my chest. Next time, I better not drink coffee.

RP 1st goal

I saw a video from utube about RP Vs SP. U can go and watch it. Here's the link for dat
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZ8_R4BobJY .

I also heard that they will also upload 2nd goal.

my pics>>>>

NP Vs NYP

Today, interpoly, NP play wit NYP. NP win. (7-1). Soooo scary. At first, I'm not dat scary. I thought dat, just bcoz of NYP stupid. But just now, @ gtalk, I saw a status msg of my fr from SMU, which says
" NP soccer team rox! lolzz worth-going & seeing da match =)".
And she came and asked me whether I went there or not. I said no and she told me that to tell the truth, she likes all the players from NP. All can play very well. Not only her, most of de ppl come n say me dat NP play very well. Ooooo.... I'm afriad. I believe dat we will win, but however, I'm still afraid of it. Can't even study. I'm thinking of the ways to support our players as much as we can. We must win NP. We must............. Ohhh, so stressful. SP, try harder. Try ur best.

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